So I went to Starbucks this morning for my usual Venti Pike – black. That’s right, no sugar, no cream. They all know me there and they know most of us who CrossFit (and they think we are kind of weird, but we don’t mind because they remember what we order and it’s always ready by the time we get to the register). I love it there for that reason. Actually I might like the coffee a little better at one of those ‘other’ coffee places but I don’t go there because the people at Starbucks are nicer. And the Fairport Starbucks is the best – which is why I go out of my way to go there.
Anyway I’m off the subject a bit. The subject is the damn sugar. Today, is “Free Pastry Day” at Starbucks. Which is why the line was a bit longer than usual. I had no intention of getting any pastry even though it was free. Yes, I look at the case every time I go in there and EVERYTHING looks amazing… Yum! But I don’t indulge because it just doesn’t fit in the Zone. And I know from years of experience, indulging leads to…well…lots more indulging. I seriously went 2 years without a cookie (well, one Christmas I had 2 cookie 'halves' just so I could have a taste). I had to do it that way because I knew I wouldn't stop at one cookie.
So here I am getting my black coffee (and even if I do occasionally indulge in a latte – it’s sugar free Cinnamon Dolce, soy milk) so everyone knows, I don’t really do sugar. But Louis, who is such a sweetie, offers me the pastry. I say ‘no thanks’ with a smile. “Oh, come on, it’s low fat”…and there it is in my hand. I felt like I was at Thanksgiving dinner with relatives who say – ‘oh, come on – why do you need to watch your weight – have this piece of pie”. I mean how do you say, “no” without sounding obsessive and cranky? So I walk out with my coffee…and a piece of (a VERY LARGE piece by the way) coffee cake. Damn! I'm looking around hoping not to see any zone challengers because... well it just wouldn't look good. I quickly jump in my car and stuff it in my bag.
Then I go to Wegman’s and buy oatmeal which is going to help me ‘just say no’ to the pastry. Somehow I figured the oatmeal was like a counter-drug. I get back in my car and the damn cake is just calling me. I take it out of my bag and just look at it. It REALLY REALLY looks good. I put it back. I tell myself all of the reasons why I don’t want it. The evil Gina argues that just one bite won’t hurt, loosen up a bit! I remember what the evil Gina used to look like and how she couldn't walk the stairs without getting out of breath. ...and shove the pastry back in my purse.
When I got back home I wrapped the cake in foil and shoved it in the back of my freezer. Yes, I could have thrown it away, but that is too wasteful... I mean we can’t waste food right?
I did briefly entertained the idea of giving it to someone else - someone that doesn't care what they eat. But honestly- should friends give friends sugar? No, that wouldn't be nice - so it sits in my freezer.
So why can’t we just have one bite? ...and why is the world against us? Seriously, does anyone do Free Fruit day? ...or Free Oatmeal Day? How about Free Extra Protein Day?
It’s all about changing your mindset. The zone challenge isn’t about a diet. It’s about changing the way we think about food and nutrition. It’s about changing our attitude and realizing we aren’t depriving ourselves but instead we are treating ourselves to healthier substance. It’s about taking that attitude and (very gently) passing it on to our families and friends.
As the zone challenge comes to a close (see details on main blog), be thinking about how you can integrate what you have learned into your every day, for long term.
And maybe just brew your own coffee on Free Pastry Day.
Zone Challenge Standings - Week 5
1 Ann / Laura (Team Boob) - 149
2 LisaP / Kylee (The Slackers) - 133
3 Lorri / Sonnick (WOD Squad) - 129
4 Shelly / MegN (Bedhead Redheads) - 117
5 Rice / Bell (Team Turbo) - 116
6 Mara / MaryC (M&Ms) - 106
7 Laurie / StaciK - 101
8 Beth / Alicia - 96
9 Randy / Matt (Fat and Gooey) - 82
10 Celso - 75
11 StacyN / Downs - 68
12 MaryF / AlyssaS - 51
13 Brandon / Fliss - 23
(Kate "supersonic" says: "Yeah, when I get home, I'm gonna work on my core!")